11/06/00
I've come to a great realiztion tonight/today, I do like Mike, I would openly admit to that, but I just tonight really started to respect him as a person. Over the last few days I've seen something about him that maybe people choose not to see, even me, a side that he tries to hide. I don't respect Mike because I like him, or because of anything like that, only because there were just things I didn't know, and I realized that I wont tell him that I like him, because I know. I just know something, maybe right now is what it's all supposed to be like, tonight is what it's suposed to be like...maybe it doesn't have to change.
I really had fun tonight, not because of anything in particular, but just because I was with people I enjoyed being around, and we all just kind of hung out......I did sort of think it was funny when they made Mike and I go in the closet for 7 minutes though.....we didn't do anything, and I'm glad, but it was hillarious what did happen, and only people who watched close could have seen what we did to trick people out...lol...too funny......Oh and then before I left I took Chrisssss's car for a drive *no license...permitt* I just drove around the neighborhood....not knowing where I was going, then *I had to do it* sped past Mikes house just to be a jackass....it's all good.
I'm hoping that my party will turn out good, it's going to be a fun time if it's anything like what I'm expecting. I'm hoping to have a good time, dance, be with people, and do nothing wrong. I know I wont do anything wrong, but I really just want to have a good time...and having friends is the way to do it. I really can't think of much to say tonight, only that I'm so glad that I went to that party....it's done nothing but help me in the long run, everything that happened there was a blessing, and...I had a dejavou...hehe. I love dejavous....and driving in the dark is so fun!
I'm yet to talk to chris about her night, i must see what things are like on her front....i'm interested in her and matt, I want to hear the gossip. other than that, i'm really tired and I wan to post this so deal.