11/05/00
Well, I just woke up, and figured I'd better write something better than what came out of my mind last night, cause that just aint workin for me. I suppose that I did enjoy the trip last night, there were some fun aspects of it. Some of the bands there had really good shows, we enjoyed watching so much. I think that's part of why I started marching band, parcially for the social, and mainly because I enjoyed watching them so much that I wanted to be part of them. Marching is really cool, some people may think that we are 'band geeks' but really were just like a big family, we have people who like eachother, and then those who don't get along very well. So far I'm hoping that i'm not really on anyones bad side..*crosses fingers* When I wasn't in band I was so jealous of the closeness of the members, we don't realize it, but we are so close with eachother and friends that we have outside of band might feel kind of left out....the way I did.
I still have a paper to write today....yippy *thumbs down* I don't want to write it, I want to go to a party....yeah, sit on my butt at home and then go to a party, that's what I want to do. Oh, before I forget....we have an exchange student from switzerland (in band) and i'm friends with her, I like her, but she's so cute when she doesn't know what something means. Last night I said "We're going to kick butt" and she was puzzled she asked me "What does kick butt mean" so I explained it to her in a way so she would understand....I thought it was really cute.
I feel like I should be a blimp right about now....I've been eating so much lately..way more than normal, but today's a day that I can finally break out of that untill next weekend. When I go places I'm usually expected to eat....and man, they never have any "good" food....which bites. I hope there's something good at the party I'm going to today, otherwise I'll just go without....I'm still not sure if Mike would want me to go to his party, but we'll see....I'm just hoping that things *our friendship* are getting a little better. It's aweful how I still feel bad about something that happened last year....I've grown up since then I guess.
I'm absolutely obsessed with the band vast...I love their new cd. The music may be a bit different than most of the rock out right now, but I think the lyrics are just amazing. Ok, my cat has been going nuts this morning....i'm beginning to wonder if she was paid any attention the whole week. I wasn't around to pay her any, but DAMN couldn't someone! I've already played with her once, but I think she's gonna want a second round....little energetic mongril...hehe...sI know I love her...well, i'm gonna get going now, places to go, people to see...hopefully.