11/05/00
I just got home from our FBA competition, needless to say, we did aweful. almost straight goods....and that's NOT good. I was really dissopointed with what we did, it was the worst in our schools history. I guess the night was fun over all though, there's nothing I can do about what happened, and what didn't. You know...it's really crazy that at our most important competition half of the band went comando...that's sick, nothing, absolutely nothing under the uniforms.
I might be going to Mikes party tomorrow, it's a band related party, should be fun. I'm still not sure though, I'm really iffy on anything involving Mike. He's really an unpredictable person. I never know what to think when I'm around Mike. I don't know how to act around Mike....I'm clueless around him, he puzzles me. The only thing about Mike, though, is that he's so much like Josh in personality, and that's the most attractive personality on earth, plus the no drugs/alcohol stuff....but hey...enough about Mike, and yes, I do like him.
I'm jealous of Christin....now I'm the only one without a bf to hang with, but that's ok I guess. I am forbidden, though I COULD break that.....there's no saying what's going to happen. Chris has her boyfriend wrapped around her finger, and likewise with her....I just wish I could have someone to just be with. I'm done with the stupid crap I was getting myself into before, I just want someone to kiss, hug, innocent things.
Weekends don't feel like weekends anymore, but I love spending time with the band, it's always fun, and I love the people. I've come a long way with marching, so I'm proud of myself for joining.....but I couldn't keep up with my classes last week. It was CRAZY!
I have nothing interesting to write....all boys....want to touch the hiney....:)