11/02/00
Being a girl sucks! I hate being a girl, you always think you're ugly, you always think you look fat, hell I think I look fat right now, but most would disagree. Some pervert went by my house and I was just sittiing here in my shorts and a bra...could he have gawked any harder? I wonder....what is it about boobs that guys like? If you know, please tell me.
I've been scatterbrained lately, not getting my work done, not doing anything, and I don't know why. I think it was just a period of idiocy. Once again the book I'm reading is the bomb...it kicks major butt, I think that any girl would respect this book because of the fight this woman goes through, and the male identity she assumes. The coolest thing though, is that she dies giving birth....yes I cheeted I read bits and peices of the end. I had to know or else I would have been up for another 2 hours reading the rest.
I'm too white...I need a tan, but tans are bad....I don't need skin cancer....:(I swear my stomach could blind someone, good thing freaky things happen in the dark...lol. I had an interesting conversation with my hisory and english teachers today. Most people hate the two of them because of the work they give, but I like them a lot both as people and teachers. Miss Hipp. I've had for 2 years now, she's got my renouned respect, she's just awesome, and Mrs. B. is just plain cool. It was Miss Hipp. that brought my book to my attention, I thank her for telling me that it exsited, though she hasn't read it herself. She told me that someone had referred her to it, and that she wanted to read it...I told her that she HAS to read it, and gave her my review, then Mrs. B came into the conversation, and Miss Hipp. told me to tell her a little bit about it. I think they both like my enthusiasm for the book and the reading, and though i'm not the most dedicated student, I think they can see that I like their classes.
nothing much else to say, and I'm keeping this short because i'm about to jet to band practice.....humm wonder what they'd think if I showed up in my shorts and bra outfit.....hummm....well, don't bet on me trying it....I'd get the football players attention aswell...do I want to be hit on that badly? I think not....well good bye, and good night.