06/16/00
Once again I went shopping today, only this time I actually had some very good luck finding things that looked good. If I'm lucky I'm almost done school shopping....I still have to buy a black pair of pants, and some black shorts....and underwear....but other than that i'm done. I feel almost as if I live at the mall anymore, I wake up early to go there, and stay late, it's rediculous.....shopping becomes less fun after a few consistant days....I almost don't want to go back there tomorrow...:( I got a letter from Aurora yesterday (my friend who lives in Australia). She said that she will be coming to visit soon, and hopefully we can get together. I'm just hoping that I'll be here to see her. I haven't seen Aurora in maybe 3 years, so I'm sure a lot has changed with her....I remember one of the reasons she said that I was such a good friend....no matter weather I really liked what she was talking about I would always listen and at least take it for what it was worth....not say she was crazy for liking a certain band, or think lower of her.....heck at the time I was obsessed with Hanson and she was into Manson.....how different is that, but somehow we comunicated like you can't imagine. When I write to Aurora I feel almost like I'm writing to a ghost that writes back...it's neat....but at the same time odd and almost scary. We've both changed so much over the past years...she has gotten into witch craft, i've turned into...well someone a bit less innocent....but it's all good. Ummm let me see, what else is in this head of mine....oh yes, the days are going by way too fast....sooner than I'll realize it summer will be over! I have my whole summer planned out, and it almost feels as though it's over already. I'm going to camp, then two weeks at home, Maine....four days, then schools in again......and I'm a sophmore. I'm kind of nervous about a few things....camp a little, seeing Josh, a little....and well some of the stuff we have planned....I just don't know. You know....something I'd really like to do when I'm up north....if I can...physically.....is go white water rafting again.....that kicks ass....it's soo much fun! I had a blast when I went in DC....why not go again? I'll never forget when Michelle saw the red marks on my stomach....I was terrified and didn't know what to say about them....god knows someone like her could have gotten the wrong idea of me having them there.....but it wasn't what she thought....*I swear*.....well.......now that I've confused you...I'll explain....I was drawing and well ummm got clutzy.....let's just say the marks didn't wash off afterwards either....damn *washable* markers! All I would need is for her to go around school saying otherwise....I'd be dead meat....never show my face there again! Well like always I'm going to try to call Tony tonight....have so much to tell him, he can't even begin to fathom what I'm going to tell him, he'll understand why I need to talk to him so badly I guess....other than that I'm fine, so bon voiage (mind the spelling) and good night.