05/02/00
Ah yes, an updated journal, somehow a few days seems more like a few years in this journal. As one might have guessed I've been spending my time elsewhere for the past few days...playing everquest, yes we finally go it working. Anyhow, yesterday I was pretty sick, I woke up at about 3 in the morning crying to my mom because my stomach hurt so bad, and I ended up staying home from school playing everquest. We got our seats moved in biology, and I'm quite happy with my seat, I get to sit next to Tony, and we pass notes all through class. At school we're on an activity schedual for the rest of the week because prom is this weekend....I think. Today was prom promise, but I didn't sign the promise not to drink and drive at prom....I'm not going to prom so what good would me signing it do? Amys' mom found her knife and the rest of the "happy grass" in her room, but her mom's being quite sensible about it, she's still letting her go to prom with the guy she's going with, but the bad thing is that she almost called my mom, because amy slipped and said that I had something to do with it, thank god she's not going to because she said that she thinks that it's mostly amys fault for "pushing" me into it, in other words i'm an innocent guilty party.....if that makes sence. I wasn't really mad at amy for caving and saying that I had something to do with it, but I would have been devistated if my mother had found out....it was a mistake, one that I wanted to make/try, I realized that, and I'm not planning on trying it again....so what's the harm??? Besides I would never see the light of day again if she found out! I'm happy for amy that she's happy to be going to prom with scott, and I know that he's happy too, he's lucky that she thinks he's cute! hehe. Oh Mr. Lemon Bay is tonight, and my friend Rob is one of the contestants, though he doesn't think he stands a chance against the other guys....I do, I think he is the nicest, sweetest, and cutest guy, and he deffinately deserves to win...hands down. Other than that I don't have much to say for myself, I'm ok today, feeling a lot better, and I'm going to be in Miami tomorrow night....hopefully I'll see Josh, which brings up another topic. I finally got up the courage, if you'd call it that, to email him and tell him today, and I also asked him what was up with us, which is my reason for not telling him sooner...I've been put on guard as to weather he really wants to be friends or not anymore....Well that's about it, and have a nice day....(DON'T FORGET TO SMILE A LITTLE BIT!)