04/29/00
Ahhhh Saturday, the best day of the week....the day I get to sleep till my heart's content, gotta love it. I ofcourse didn't write an entry yesterday, I was feeling a bit lazy and decided to go over to Tony's house instead. I always have fun when I'm with Tony, no matter if we are just taking a walk and talking, or if we're going to the movies and hanging out, and his parents are so hospitibal, probably the most polite people i've ever met in my life! Not to mention that his dad is quite funny when he drives past us (when we're walking) in his cop car, and threatens to arrest us....but in that case I'm always forced to throw my hands up and shout enthusiastically "OK!". Anyhow, back to something a bit more exciting than how much I like hanging out with Tony...I wrote two really good poems last night, one about Tony and my friendship, and another about memories, and how ceritain people come and dig them up and you remember. The sad thing about my beautiful site here is that I was looking through my journals the other day, and my OLD ones have soooo many spelling errors, and that's the first impression of me someone might get...so I'm thinking of keeping only current journals in the journal part of my page, and putting the old ones in a different place, not sure what I'll call it yet, but it will probably just be a link off of the journals. The funny thing about Tony, while It's on the tip of my tounge, is that I know that he cares a LOT about me, and even if he doesn't say it, I know he does by the way he's so willing to help me in my eturnal search for happieness. That's acutally something that hit me last night when I was just in my room getting ready for bed. Lately I haven't really been talking to many of my friends, it seems like I've been surrounding myself with only a few of them, Amy, Tony, Lori, and maybe a few more, the other's just seem to be dissappearing from my vision. I believe that next week I'm going down to Miami for state festival, which should be fun, but I'm really kind of iffy on weather or not I should email my friend Josh and tell him that I'm going to be down there.....I'm not so sure he really wants me to, because he hasn't returned a few emails of mine (maybe the last two) and I don't know if something's wrong. Sometimes I wonder if it's just me and i'm just too anaylitical, because I always seem to pull things into parts and assume that a certain thing is the problem! My dad's computer isn't functioning correctly, it wont accept the new vidio card we bought for it, therefore I can not start a new player on EverQuest and we can't even install the game untill he takes it to a professional....Well like always, adios