04/24/00
Obviously it's the day after Easter, and I feel like crap! I have some strange thing inside me that makes me eat soooo much, I constantly want to throw up everything that I've eaten, but i'm not going to let myself...that will just build upon the problem, I might end up feeling worse if I do. I successfully reconstructed my web page, and it's absolutely beautiful, now I'm just looking for a way to get it noticed, and to get some hits! I feel a little better now that I've gone jogging, I don't feel as much like a blimp as I used to before....I deffinately got too much candy for easter, I don't know what to do with it, and I really don't want to eat the stuff....you can only wonder why...I've been working on this page like a work horse all day, and my eyes are finally giving in, and I'm getting tired. The only good thing about all the work I did on the page is that It looks a heck of a lot better, and maybe I can keep this nice look going up....heck it's a lot better than the multi colored thing I had going on before. Why is it that I'm always the one stuck listening to everyone elses crap, my mom for instance thinks that I care about everything...what's going on with my dad, my brother loosing something, and even when she's having her period! lovely I'm sure, but I could really care less, I have my own problems to worry about. My neck hurts from the sunburn I got friday....I keeps on hurting and it wont just peel and go away...it's almost as if i'm being punished....isn't it sad that I would think of something like that at any time. Tomorrow I'm planning on turning over a new leaf, becoming more normal again, and loosing some of this damn weight. For a while I've sort of had a chrush on one of my friends, but there always seems to be something holding me back from telling him. First I thought that he liked this other girl, and now he's going out with some girl, though I doubt it will last very long. It turns out that my friend Tony (also friends with my 'chrush') and he talk about me when I'm not there, it's odd I though, when Tony told me, but it's not like we weren't in the process of talking about him....Once again it's time for me to go....adios amigos