02/18/01
I realize that it's been a long time since I've updated. I guess you could say I've been busy, not with any one thing in particular, but with life in general. I've been participating in a much more active social life lately, it's amazing that my mother's allowing it, but I have been. I've been trying to get good grades in school, who knows how successfull that's been, and I've been writing a song.
I've been going places almost every weekend, I know it suprises me too, this weekend I went to the carnival with some friends, I went and saw Hannibal last weekend, I went bowling , I saw Anti-trust....needless to say, the freedom's been great to me. There's only one catch to the whole thing though, I have to lay a guilt trip on my mom every time I want to go somewhere. I had to fight my way to get to go see Hannibal, and I layed a guilt trip on her for an entire day to get to go to the fair....but it was all worth it.
In school we have this aweful test coming up called the FCAT, It's the states standardized test for reading, writing, math and whatever else. BIG TEST. I guess that if we don't pass this test we wont graduate, or at least that's what I've been brought to believe. Other than that I haven't really been having a tough time this semester...tennis in the morning, and i've been doing my work....so i'm just skating by...thank god.
As I mentioned before, I've been writing a song. It's for some competition where I can win a car, some money and a record contract....which sounds pretty appealing to me. I have to write some original song, get it recorded and sent it by April 30th, then I have to wait......I probably wont get into the final cuts, but hey, it's worth a try....plus I'll get to record.....I love recording stuff!!!:)
Other than all of that stuff life's been pretty boring. I've been thinking a lot, writing poems, and doubting my choices like I always do. I realize that I have nothing deep to write this time, but I did want to touch bases with my site....I missed it....good old bessie. Anyhow, that's about it for now, when I have something more exciting to write about...you'll know....untill then......"Hello Clarise"