01/23/00
Yesterday at band practice I had so much fun! it was just Dave, Sean and I, but the three of us rocked! There's one song that Dave wrote lyrics to that we put music to yesterday, and that song is the best song we play, we love it so much, and I can't wait to get together and play it again! I'm going to Cindys birthday party today, and that should be fun, Chris is supposed to be there, and we're going to go swimming, even though it's freezing out there! To say the least this has so far been the best weekend I've had for a while, and my god I'm glad that i'm single, i mean having someone is nice, but being single is so much more fun, why don't other people think that way?....I guess I'm just weird. I can't wait to go for a drive today, I love driving, and my dad promised me an extra long one today....so I can tear up the road baby!!!! I also have to write a kind of report on a book that I didn't read tonight, but luckily the internet served me well in getting lots of info on the stupid book, so that I can fake it. Let me see here what else is there in this shallow brain of mine....Well got the music books that I ordered, and am working on learning some of my favorite songs.I wonder why sometimes I'm just so happy, and ready to write, and others I can't think of a word to jot down....it's quite a mystery, i mean for people who can do something to go from being a pro, to not having a clue how the game works, that's just odd. I haven't been writing a lot of poetry lately, because my life's been going down hill, and fast.....but now that i'm starting to feel like myself again, I wonder weather my writing will come back to me, like it always has before? I juat thought of something, the saddness of eating disorders...I don't have one, but where I used to live up north there was this girl who was never fat, and very pretty, and I'll never forget when my mom told me that she had become anorexic...I was shocked, it's so sad.....how can someone do that to themseves? maybe someday I'll know.....