01/12/00
This morning I called Bobby up and asked him to meet me before school started. Well he did, and he was wearing a red shirt and the pants that I like. I wanted him to wait for me because I decided to give him a second chance. I could tell......I think he wanted to kess me, but I didn't really let him. I haven't gotten any emails from Josh lately, which is kind of weird. I think he might think that i'm crazy...but then again he'd be right. I haven't written it, but I think that one guy who I've never really met before is cute, but I don't feel anything for him, I couldn't, i feel too much for bobby. I've been having some weird feelings lately, and I think, well know in an odd way, that when this all ends it will be of his doing, not mine, it's just a feeling though right?