Winner
I cry tears of sorrow
Not a single tear of disbelief
Though I stood there before you
You never once showed me that you loved me
I can't believe that I liet you in
You stood there before me
And I let you win
I didn't stop it
Though I knew you'd only hurt me
I didn't stop it
Because I wanted you to love me
No matter how hard I tried
You didn't ever care
You don't care how hard I cried
Knowing that you weren't there
Wondering what you did late at night
Sitting in my bed sobbing pain
Blaming myself for not puting up a fight
And loving you still....the same
No matter how many days I wake up
I reach out and you're not there
No matter how many times I get up
I know that you'll never care
Why does my heart still beat for your love
Can't I just change how I feel
I know that I'm wrong
Still I can't give up
I had something with you
I felt it was real
My heart's breaking
Because I can't get through on your cell
Maybe you're just not picking up...
Why do I deserve this?
This..this...living hell
What did I do to deserve you?
Why and I crying every night?
Who and I to think that you could love me too?
Nothing
No reason
No one
That's who