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There's nothing I can do

To lie to myself

I know why you're not here

No matter where I go

You follow me

Your memory taunts me

But you're so far

Not even a million miles

Could keep me

From thinking of you every day

Nothing anyone can do

Can make what you did ok

So I lock up my memories

In a box that reads

"Do not open"

Untill one day when my pain

Is gone

I can open it and remember the

Good things

I wait a month

Even a year

Though I deny it

I still wish you were here

My memories sit

And they stand

But they're just memories

And I...only human

I can not think you to me

Nor will I try

But every night when I

See you in my dreams

I want to wonder

But I know why

I know you're not here

And I know it's my fault

all of my suffering

It's all at my own hands

I can't bring myself to forgive

Somehow I can't forget

Still my memories,

Objects of the past

Wont let me be

Make me regret

I rest uneasy with visions

Because you were supposed to

Be here

With me

You were supposed to be here

With me

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